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Beep beep…beep beep…

Me talking to myself :“ouh, it’s from her, I guess it’s about time now”

*press read*

The message read

“Hey, let’s be friend, is that okay for you?”

“I knew it”, thinking to myself

“Will breaking up solve your problem?”

“Nop, it’s just I need someone here”

“I know I can’t be there for you right now but you have to be strong “

“I know but right now I can’t commit to it but I want the relationship”

“What you mean by that? If you can’t commit, then what’s the purpose for us to be in relationship?”

“Sorry, I really can’t commit to it”

“Then what about our relationship?”

“Let’s be friend”

“Okay, since you decided, then let’s be friend”

Oh well, so it all ended. I can’t believe we actually drag the whole thing until now. It’s not a one or two days thing but it’s been going on for some time.

My friends asked me whether I was sad about the break up or not because she and I were together for almost 3 years already. In fact, March the 1st will be our 3rd anniversary. But, strangely, I felt more relief than sad. I did feel sad but the sadness went away after few days. My friends said maybe I’ve been hanging on myself in this relationship alone all the while and I was feeling tired already. So when this ended, I’ll for sure feel relief. I guess it’s true. I feel like I can breath again.

Well, this year will be a good year for me because I have let go one of my biggest burden of 2010.

Settling my relationship issue with her is my 2011 resolution. I guess I’m the fastest person who achieve the resolution in just few days into the new year. Ha Ha

I actually felt more light weight now

Happy 2011 people. I’m back!!!!

J

Try in angry tone with heavy panting

FUCK YOU, FUCK HIM, FUCK THIS, FUCK BOSS, FUCK LIFE, FUCK HER, FUCK THEM, FUCK WORK, FUCK ASSIGNMENT, FUCK DAD, FUCK MUM, FUCK BF, FUCK GF, FUCK HUSBAND, FUCK WIFE, FUCK COLLEAGUE, FUCK THAT, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

Finished?

Tired or not?

You think use this word very easy a. Damn tiring okay!!

Everyday only complain complain complain. Not tired one ka??

You know, sometime, I feel people like to complain a lot.

I don’t know why?

I do complain but rarely. I suck it up to myself and I find solution instead of complain.

I do have a friend who has the same idea as me

She told me

If the situation allows, of course we prefer how we wanted it to end up. But u know life ain’t always what we imagine it is. So bear with it and be happy

What is life if you keep on complaining.

Right?

Like the Joker said in The Dark Knight.

Imagine

I need some inspiration to get me going.

Work has been taken up too much of my life. I feel restless now when I go to office. It seems like weekends is no longer enough for me.

I hate to be uninspired. You know why?

I tend to lazy do things that I normally do such as updating this blog, go gym.

I tend to eat lots of sweet things.

I tend to have no interested in anything.

I tend to have bad temper.

I tend to get annoyed easily.

And the worst part,

I tend to shop.

I nearly bought a Blackberry back home just now when I went for lunch.

I swear, it was that close to pull out my credit card.

Currently I’m watching Where The Hell Is Matt to get some inspiration

Oh ya, I’m listening to Disagree new album called To Prevent The Earth From Moving With You in their website
So tell me, what you guys normally do to inspire yourself when you’re feeling uninspired?

J

I hate people cucuk my backside.

Not this backside.

I hate people cucuk my this backside.

Seriously, are you rushing to Hell?

Sorry for my mean words but I really hate those people who tailgate me.

What’s wrong with you? Do you find thrills by tailgating people??Does it improve your braking skill??

It’s damn dangerous okay!!

What if the car in front of my hit the brake suddenly and I have to hit the emergency brake also?

Use your bloody brain please.

You’re not in any racing tournament, fucking idiots.

No matter how smart or professional you wear, once you tailgate me, you’re automatically categorized as fucking-idiot-die-faster-better people by me.

But, there are some people tailgate already some more flash the high light at you, in slow moving traffic.

Fucking brainless.

Today is damn moody for me.

Gotta retire to bed now

have a nice sleep people

J

You know, girls always complain that guys aren’t caring and sensitive at all. Guys are not doing the right things and make girls angry. But come to think about, actually guys behave like this is because of girls too.

Girls are cynical by nature, at least for Malaysian girls.

Why? Because when a guy praises them, they will think that the guy is trying to go under their pants. The guy is bloody sweet talker and cannot be trust.

“Wow, you look stunning today with the new dress” *sincerely*

“Go away, don’t come near me with your sweet mouth” *suspecting*

or

“HA HA, VERY FUNNY”

or

“Yea, Right”

WHAT

THE

FUCK

?

A simple THANK YOU and a SMILE cannot meh?

You see, because of those cynical attitude from girls, guys decided to fuck it. Fuck praises and compliment.

A lot of girls think that when a guy compliment them or praises them, the guy have intention towards them. They’re right actually but in the meantime, they’re wrong also. Not all guys have bad intention towards them when giving compliments. A lot guys including me, appreciate pretty things. So a simple compliment is just a simple compliment.

So girls, stop be cynical toward guys compliment okay?Even though you’re sure that guy has bad intention, just smile and say thank you and ignore him

You think guys go everywhere and compliment every girls?

You must be something, you know?

It’s not easy to get compliments from people even though some get it everyday.

So don’t act like an asshole when you get a compliment from a guy

Don’t make us to show this

Okay?

J

Okay, tell me what is wrong with Malaysian Artist (MA)?

I don’t understand at all. Why can’t a Chinese like me listen to MA? Be it Malay or English songs, do you know that Malaysia have a lot of talented artist and because of the perception most of you have, they can’t succeed

I’ve encountered a lot . When I told my colleague that I listen to MA’s songs too.

The first response they gave me was “Har??? You listen to Malay songs? I don’t like”

Hello, have you really listen to our own MA songs or not? Do you know that MA not only sing Malay songs but English songs too. And do you know that Malaysia have a lot of talented artist? If not, then who are you to give such comment?

For your information, I listen to MA since ages ago. I listen to OAG, SingleTrackMind, Tragicomedy, Seven Collar T-Shirt, Nice Stupid Playground, Pesawat, Disagree, Butterfinger, One Buck Shot, Estranged, Meet Uncle Hussein, Hujan, Too Phat, Juliet The Orange, Jason Lo, Zee Avi, Yuna, Estrella, Love Me Butch and lot lot more that I can’t remember.

So what? To hell to your perception that MA suck in singing.  Jay Chou and All-I-Know-Is-They-Are-From-Taiwan’s are good is your perception. That is why Malaysia’s music industry can’t go far. Why must you have the perception that if the singer is Malaysia, he/she is a bad singer or sings bad songs.

Come on.

Others from other country are supporting their home grown artist and feel proud when they make it out from their country.

Why can’t you?

Pffft!!! I don’t care anymore. Listen whatever you like but just don’t cast the “Holy-Shit-Malay-Songs-Can-Listen-One-Meh?” look on me.

Don’t judge my music taste as I’m sure mine is much better than you.

I don’t give death sentence to any artist without listening to their songs.

You do.

By this, I’m already one step ahead of you in the sense of music.

Fuck off, go play far far with your Jay Chou songs and leave my beloved MA alone.

Anytime, anywhere, MA is still the best. You’ll have my full support.

Here is some MA youtube for those who willing to open up their mind and accept something new.

There are a lot more. So search yourself.

Good night everyone. Enjoy the music:)

J

Before those crazy dramatic price change happened, my friends and I were having some problem

Three of us are suppose to fly to Langkawi this coming Labour Day so I told one of my friend, S to book for all of us. It’s easier and I told her to do it fast because the price is RM20 flying to Langkawi.

The next day she called me and told me that the price has gone up and it became rm69.90 already.

So I did some confirmation and I found out that it was true, the price has gone up to rm69.90 already

But I found out something interesting and today I went to office and took some screen shots.

It showed that flying to Langkawi is rm69.95 and flying back from Langkawi is rm49.95. And I searched stating 3 guests

But when I search stating 1 guest, something different appear out

It’s freaking rm49.95 flying to Langkawi and rm29.95 flying back from Langkawi

Eh…hello Firefly, luckily I went and double confirm by using 1 guest to search, if not I’ll have to pay extra rm40

The final price per person for 1 guest is

rm149.95

And the final price per person for 3 guests is

rm569.7

rm569.7 divide by 3 is equal to rm189.9

See??Now you know what I’m trying to say right?

I thought the more you buy together, you should be getting CHEAPER right??

How come FireFlyz terbalik one???

That was why 3 of us decided to book the ticket ourselves and that bloody price change drama occurred.

This is going to be my first time flying for Fireflyz but they don’t really give me a good impression.

If you’re interested, try searching using 9 guests. It becomes more expensive.

My only advice for my readers

“When you want to book Fireflyz flight ticket as a group,please make sure you double confirm the individual price 1st before proceed. You might be able to avoid pay extra”

By the way, it is suppose to be like this? Because when I search another local airline, they don’t have such problem. Be it 1 guest or 2 guests or 3 guests, the price per person stays.

It’s fucking stupid, seriously

p/s: The rm49.95 price is today and yesterday’s rm20 already finished. I believed I was the last one who booked it.
p/s/s: My picture damn blur.

J

When I was trying to book a flight to somewhere, Fireflyz tried to play game with me.

Why I say so?

Let me tell you.

When I check the flight ticket

It was RM20

Then when I keyed in all the contact detail and credit card details, the website told me that the seat that I tried to book is not available and said that even though it stated that the ticket is available earlier, it can still be unavailable.

Then I check again,

It was RM49.95

Then I called my friend and told her about this.

After 5 minutes,

I re-checked again

It became RM20 again

And I was able to book the flight, this time.

All in 5 minutes. Fantastic

And one of my friend booked the rm49.95.

That was for flying to that some place

And for flying back

It changed from RM39.95 to RM20 to RM49.95 in the span of half an hour.

so 3 of us, flying back at 3 different price each.

Fireflyz,

Please tell me how am I going to book a ticket like this if you can’t even decide your pricing??

It was like in the stock market seeing the stock price go up and down.

Now I’m somehow fear that the flight might postpone to other day.

Kanineh

Any experience out there or not?

Personally I accept that the price will change accordingly but not that dramatic right??

It’s the system or the person in Fireflyz that set the price?

Either one, it’s fucking stupid.

J

Have you ever feel that you’re feeling-less. I mean not a thing that able to make your mood up??

I’m having this right now.

And I don’t know what to blog about today. My day is so normal until..

ah fuck it. Don’t have any proper post today.

having a lil sore throat.

Will go to bed early and read this novel.

It’s a very nice book but you were to read this book please do so only after you finish Princess and Daughter of Arabia, the 1st and 2nd book of the series

In the meantime, I’m watching this MTV over and over again. The guitar solo by Slash is superb. This is one guitar solo that able to touch my heart.

By the way, have you been random sometime?

I mean something like last week when I was surfing the net in my cubicle, suddenly I turn to my colleague and told him

“Damn, the nasi I had just now was alot”

Shake my head awhile and turned back continue surfing the net

I didn’t hear any reply from him though but I was expecting some reaction from him.

It was so random that he didn’t even know how to reply me

Ah….fucking Monday blues. It’s already night time but how come I still feel the effect of it??

off to bed now.

Have a good fucking night rest my friends.

J

p/s:I miss doing something, really. Damn

What will you do when your parents is having disagreement with each other?

Mom was trying to reasoning with dad but dad was still stick with his ever conversative thinking. Mom started to sound sad knowing she will never ever win over the husband of hers but she was not giving up.She continued trying to make my dad to accept her reasoning but dad was still as stubburn as a rock. And I was playing PSP between them.

Guess what I did?

I woke up from the sofa and just walked back to my room.

I was trying very hard to think what should I do that time.

In the room, trying hard to think what should I do as a son. I knew that mom purposely brought up the topic to dad with my presence so that I able to back her up. I didn’t do that. I felt it was not the right time for me to do so.

Dad has his reason of being stubburn

Mom has her own reason as well

Finally I did this. I waited for my mom to go shower, I walked out from the room and talk to dad. He gave in and agree with mom. But I felt I made the right choice.

Mom got what she wanted

Dad didn’t need to “lose face” in front of mom for giving in.

Please, tell me what should I do if that happen again. I mean they have their disagreement all the time. Biasa lah kan, old couple d, all those loving loving mushi mushi time had passed, so all they have now is disagreement. But most of the time I’ll just let them be. Brother once asked me to help out when one of the disagreement had gone quite bad. I told my brother to sit back, afterall they survive every disagree for almost 40 years already, they will survive that too.

Sigh, sometime I just don’t understand

What should I do and What will you do?